LUNA SEA - I for You 【LIVE・高画質】

ねぇ、本当は誰も
ねぇ、愛せないと言われて
恐がりの君と出会い
やっとその意味に気づいた。

傷つく為今二人出会ったなら悲しい過ぎるよ。

心から君に伝えたい
きっとただ本当の君の姿を求めて

まだ不器用に笑うね
まだ悲しみが似合うから

君と出会う為だけにそう
生まれたなら変えられるかな

心から君に伝えたい
傷つき過ぎたけどまだ間に合う
心から君を愛してる
君に降る痛みを脱ぐってあげたい全て
I For You

心から君に伝えたい
君の笑顔いつも見つめられたら

心から君を愛してる
君に降る光を集めてあげたい全て
I For You

nee hontou wa dare mo nee ai senai to iwarete
kowagari no kimi to de ai yatto sono imi ni kizuita

kizutsuku tame ima futari deatta nara kanashi sugiru yo

kokoro kara kimi ni tsutaetai...
kitto tada hontou no kimi no sugata wo motomete

mada bukiyou ni warau ne mada kanashimi ga ni au kara

kimi to de au tame dake ni sou umareta nara kaerareru ka na...

kokoro kara kimi ni tsutaetai
kizutsuki sugita kedo mada ma ni au yo
kokoro kara kimi wo ai shiteru
kimi ni furu itami wo nugutte agetai subete I for you

kokoro kara kimi ni tsutaetai
kimi no egao itsu mo mitsumeraretara

kokoro kara kimi wo ai shiteru
kimi ni furu hikari wo atsumete agetai subete I for you


Hey, the truth is that someone said, hey, that I can't love anyone
I finally realized the significance of meeting you, who is so nervous

If we met one another in order to get hurt, then this is just too sad

I want to tell you something from my heart...
I'm just looking for your true form

You still smile awkwardly, sadness still suits you

If I was born in order to meet you, then I wonder if I can change?...

I want to tell you something from my heart
I'm hurt a little bit too much, but I'll still be on time
I love you from my heart
I want to wipe all of the pain away that falls on you, I for you

I want to tell you something from my heart
If only I can always look upon your smile

I love you from my heart
I want to gather up all of the light that falls on you, I for you

五月天 突然好想你 MV

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚
绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息

想念如果会有声音
不愿那是悲伤的哭泣
事到如今
终於让自已属於我自已
只剩眼泪还骗不过自己

突然好想你
你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你
突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛

我们像一首最美丽的歌曲
变成两部悲伤的电影
为什麽你
带我走过最难忘的旅行
然後留下最痛的纪念品

我们那麽甜 那麽美
那麽相信
那麽疯 那麽热烈的曾经
为何我们
还是要奔向各自的幸福
和遗憾中老去

突然好想你
你会在哪里
过的快乐或委屈
突然好想你
突然锋利的回忆
突然模糊的眼睛

最怕空气突然安静
最怕朋友突然的关心
最怕回忆突然翻滚
绞痛着不平息
最怕突然听到你的消息
最怕此生已经决定自己过
没有你却又突然
听到你的消息

First Love - Utada Hikaru

さいごの きすは たばこのflavor が した
にがくて せつない かおり

あしたの いまごろ にわ
あなたは どこに いるんだろう
だれを おもってるんだろう
* You will always gonna be my love
いつか だれかと またこいに おちても
I'll remember to love you taught me how
いまは まだかなしいlove song
あたらし うたうたえる まで
たちとまる じかん が うごきだす としてる
わすれたくない こと バカリ

あしたの いまごろに わ
わたしは きっと ないてる
あなたを おもってるんだろう

Saigo no kisu wa tabako no flavor ga shita
Nigakute setsunai kaori

Ashita no imagoro ni wa
Anata wa doko ni irundarou
Dare wo omotterundarou

You were always gonna be my love
Itsuka darekato mata koi ni ochitemo
I'll remember soo long you taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Ima wa mada kanashii lovu songu
Atarashi uta utaeru made

Tachidomaru jikan ga
Ugoki dasouto shiteru
Wasureta kunai kotobakari

Ashita no imagoro niwa
Watashi wa kitto naiteru
Anatawo omotterundarou

You will always be inside my heart
Itsumo anata dake no basho ga aru kara
I hope that I have a place in your heart too
Now and forever you are still the one
Ima wa mada kanashii lovu songu
Atarashii uta utaeru made

You were always gonna be my love
Itsuka darekato mata koi ni ochitemo
I'll remember to long you taught me how
You are always gonna be the one
Mada kanashii lovu songu
Now and forever

Once in a while
You are in my mind
I think about the days that we had
And i dream that these would all come back to me
If only you knew every moment in time
Nothing goes on in my heart
Just like your memories
How I want here to be with you
Once more

You will always gonna be the one
And you should know
How I wish I could have never let you go
Come into my life again
Oh, don't say no
You will always gonna be the one in my life
So true, I believe i can never find
Somebody like you
my first love

Once in awhile
Your are in my dreams
I can feel the warmth of your embrace
And I pray that it will all come back to me
If only you knew every moment in time
Nothing goes on in my heart
Just like your memories
And how I want here to be with you
Once more
yah yah yah

You will always be inside my heart
And you should know
How I wish I could have never let you go
Come into my life again
Please don't say no
Now and forever you are still the one
In my heart
So true, I believe I could never find
Somebody like you
My first love
oh oh

You will always gonna be the one
And you should know
How I wish I could have never let you go
Come into my life again
Oh, don't say no
You will always gonna be the one
So true, I believe I could never find
Now and forever

张惠妹 如果你也听说KTV

突然发现站了好久 不知道要往哪走
还不想回家的我 再多人陪只会更寂寞

许多话题关于我 就连我也有听过
我的快乐要被认可 委屈却没有人诉说

夜把心洋葱般剥落
拿掉防卫剩下什么
为什么脆弱时候 想你更多

如果你也听说 有没有想过我
想普通交朋友 还是你依然会心疼我

好多好多的话想对你说 悬着一颗心没着落
要怎么附和 舍不得又无可奈何

如果你也听说 会不会相信我
对流言会附和 还是你知道我还是我

跌跌撞撞才明白了许多
懂我的人就你一个
想到你想起我 胸口依然温柔

如果你想起我
你会想到什么

蔡健雅 - 無底洞MV

有时寂寞太沉重
身边彷佛只是观众
你的感受没有人懂
难得谁自告奋勇
体贴让人格外感动
爱上他前后用不到一分钟

嘿～回想恋情的内容
有谁想过有始有终
不过是一时脆弱让人放纵
嘿～
穿梭一段又另一段感情中
爱为何总填不满又掏不空
很快就风起云涌
人类的心是个无底洞
尝试亲吻尝试拥抱或沟通
没有好感再尝试也没有用
大多数人都相同
喜欢的只是爱情的脸孔

没有谁背后怂恿
不该爱又爱的冲动
是你害怕孤单而拼命补充

很快就风起云涌
人类的心是个无底洞
尝试亲吻尝试拥抱或沟通
没有好感再尝试也没有用
大多数人都相同
喜欢的只是爱情的脸孔

說好的幸福呢

你的会话凌乱着
在这个时刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鸽
甜蜜散落了

情绪莫名的拉之
我还爱你呢
而你断断续续场着歌
假装没事了

时间过了 走了
爱情面离选择
你冷了 卷了 我哭了
一开始都不快乐
你用卡片手写着
有些爱只给到这
真的痛了

怎么了 你累了
说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
开心兴不开心一一细收着 你再不拾
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻
我都还记得

你不等了 说好的幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

怎么了 你累了
说好的幸福呢
我懂了不说了
爱淡了 梦远了
我都还记得
你不等了 说好的幸福呢
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢

Few hours before flying off...

really wish i dun hv to come bac after i leave here...not tat i dun love my family...i love them, but...

i feel tat i dun hv a life here. it doesnt mean i will hv 1 if i leave here but staying here really feels shitty...haiz...conclusion is i dunno wat i wan in life...

there r times i really feel tat dying now will settle everything (not now thou...i m flying off soon lol)

*day dreaming again* ~~~ will i see u?

じゃ、またね！
(ja, mata ne!)

Akane Sora ni Negau

The sun shines on your figure
And I quietly wish the burning heavens would stop time
You go forth with heavy shoulders
And I quietly wish to follow you on your dangerous path
Clouds flying far away
Exist only for this moment
I quietly wish to be by your side
For the very sun dyeing my heart is eternal
I believe only in our bond
I may feel like I am going to be overtaken by tears
As I look up into the heavens in the silent darkness
No matter what my fate holds, I have no regrets
As long as I'm with my love as I dream of the day my darling holds me close
The pale, pale sky disappears
Even if the seasons are painted anew
I will be here
I will embrace the love blooming in my heart forever
Even if this life ends
When the sky turns to dusk
The birds will fly through mountains to return home
No matter when
I will be the place for you to return to...

Until the end of eternity

He said...

｢最高のクリエイティブは､最高の遊びの中から生まれる｣
By ガクチ

"The greatest creativity is born out of the greatest playfulness"
By Gakuchi

He said...

散ることを恐れて咲く花があるだろうか花は散ってこそ美しい

Maybe there are flowers that fear falling, but it´s because flowers fall that they are beautiful

He said...

With each sadness a woman gets more beautiful.
I wonder if with each sadness a man gets stronger.

周杰倫 - 蒲公英的约定

小学篱芭旁的蒲公英　
是记忆里有味道的风景
午睡操场传来蝉的声音　
多少年后也还是很好听

将愿望折纸飞机寄成信　
因为我们等不到那流星
认真投决定命运的硬币　
却不知道到底能去哪里

一起长大的约定　
那样清晰　打过勾的我相信
说好要一起旅行　
是你如今　唯一坚持的任性
在走廊上罚站打手心　
我们却注意窗边的蜻蜓
我去到哪里你都跟很紧　
很多的梦在等待着进行
一起长大的约定　
那样真心　
与你聊不完的曾经
而我已经分不清　
你是友情还是错过的爱情

MTV周杰倫-愛情懸崖

你说我像一个小孩
总爱让你猜
我说你才像个小孩
总要我说才明白
有些事太快
失去了等待
障碍
没了期待
我们的爱
怎么才自然
每次沟通不来
就要离开
就说不要爱

我掉进爱情悬崖
跌太深爬不出来
下降的速度太快
来不及踏上未来
你的爱反覆徘徊
打乱我的呼吸节拍
要怎么逃开我控制不来
我掉进爱情悬崖
回想起你的可爱
傻傻的还在等待
以为你还会回来
你的脸慢慢离开
时间快将我掩埋
消失的太快我负荷不来

你说我像一个小孩
总爱让你猜
我说你才像个小孩
总要我说才明白
有些事太快
失去了等待
障碍
没了期待
我们的爱
怎么才自然
每次沟通不来
就要离开
就说不要爱

我掉进爱情悬崖
跌太深爬不出来
下降的速度太快
来不及踏上未来
你的爱反覆徘徊
打乱我的呼吸节拍
要怎么逃开我控制不来
我掉进爱情悬崖
回想起你的可爱
傻傻的还在等待
以为你还会回来
你的脸慢慢离开
时间快将我掩埋
消失的太快我负荷不来

Greetings

GACKTさん、

みなさん、

お休みなさい。。。

じゃ、またね^^

蕭敬騰 愛過了頭 HIGH QUALITY MV (完整版) [With Lyricss]

当你哭着对我说 你对不起我
原来你和他 不只是好朋友
为你打造的王国 禁不起诱惑
你装作 我会原谅你的选择
谁 能够预知的结果
爱 从左胸口出走
爱过了头 我一个人 狂奔怒吼
我没有哭 却让汗水 给 吞没
爱过了头 离了出口 就只能放手
我给你自由 为什么我双手却在颤抖
你说他比我幽默 比我懂生活
你喜欢享受刺激 胜过温柔
爱应该尽情挥霍 我有胆承受
哪怕会让人堕落 也胜过没爱过
谁 能够预知的结果
爱 从左胸口出走
爱过了头 我一个人 狂奔怒吼
像只困兽 舔着伤口 的 活着
爱过了头 没了出口 就只能割舍
我给你自由 为什么我的心却在颤抖
别问我 能不能够
像只野兽 舔着伤口 的 活着
爱过了头 没了出口 就只能割舍
我给你自由 为什么我的心却在颤抖
我没有难过 只是爱你比你爱我更多

Jam Hsiao蕭敬騰-我不會愛MV

萧敬腾 - 我不会爱

习惯了你的重量
温柔的压在手上
现在却不得不放
习惯了你的味道
漂浮在我的肩膀
想到从前 我们都笑了 都哭了
最后一次一起分享月光
隔着一只行李箱
我知道忍痛退让
是为了一次微笑
我不会爱
拥抱总是太浅太慢
甜蜜常常少说一段
用心再深 看不出来
当你遇见一份除了我之外的温暖
两人的幸福变成三人拥挤不堪
我试着填满 心却一再少一块
就算我对你的爱
深的像一片海 重的我放不开
亲爱的 我想我不会爱

如果时间可以抵消感伤
我愿意无限制的燃烧
只要你的今后
永远一脸微笑
我不会爱
拥抱总是太浅太慢
甜蜜常常少说一段
用心再深 看不出来
当你遇见一份除了我之外的温暖
两人的幸福变成三人拥挤不堪
我试着填满 心却一再少一块
就算我对你的爱
深的像一片海 重的我放不开
真的 我真的不会爱

爱是烧痛我双手的烟火
却也为你灿烂了黑夜

黑夜

爱 拥抱总是太慢
甜蜜常常少说了一段
用心再深 看不出来
当你遇见一份除了我之外的温暖
除了好好祝福
我能怎么办
对你的爱
就算像一片海 重的我放不开
亲爱的 我真的不会爱

うたかた花火

ふいにあがった花火を二人で見上げた時
夢中で見てる君の顔を
そっと盗み見たの
君の事嫌いになれたらいいのに
きょうみたいな日にはきっと
また思い出してしまうよ
もう忘れよう君のこと全部
こんなにも悲しくて
どうして出合ってしまったんだろう
目を閉じれば
今も君がそこにいるようで

When the fireworks suddenly explode in the air...

I couldn't keep my eyes off from your face

I gazed at you quietly...

It'd be so much easier if I was able to hate you...

Because I always remember you, in situations like this...

I can't help but think about the times we spent together

I'm ready to forget all of you...

It just tears at my heart too much

I wonder...why did we meet each other?

When I close my eyes...It's like you are here...

相信 - 孙燕姿

突然觉得我只是一个人 
有点孤单浅浅的忧郁 
我不知道明天会不会很美丽 
虽然今天天很蓝 而云很白 风很凉 
 

今天日记空白没有关系 
不必每件事情都在意 
不想工作 不想困扰自己 
不必刻意想你 该是我的总会来 
就算挑战 我不走开 
 

一点点你的微笑 
已经让我觉得温暖 
我还不懂坚持 
正好让我 学会去爱 
我曾经看见困难 变得胆小 不够勇敢 
但还是要相信 相信感觉 相信简单 
 

有一天 等我懂得事实也许更会幸福 
至少现在让我去相信 
 

iPhone 4 + GACKT

hv been playing wif my iPhone 4 for the past few days...its so fun...hahaha...i actually wanna name it GACKT phone coz besides the games i downloaded, all other things in my phone is about GACKT...website, pictures, songs...ya i noe...im totally hopelessly in love wif him...>_<

GACKT's been performing nonstop for the past 1 mth plus...read from his blog tat his throat is still bleeding n tonight he still got to perform...haiz...ytd too...by tis time i think the show shd b over n i really hope he can hv a gd rest...although i doubt so...fans hv been asking him to rest n mayb take a break. its not tat he didnt wanna listen...jus tat he is such a person tat he will do anything, everything for his Dears, to perform to the max for every1 who loves him...

although its heartbreaking seeing (reading actually lol) him like tat, but i still support him in watever he do. he is jus like wat he sings: "Whatever they say, never change your way." "Nobody can take away your pain."

That's why he is GACKT.

GACKT さん，がんばってください!

Smoking

48 hrs

Smoking

im lousy...yes i noe...

today, after 2mths n 16 days...is the 1st day i did not smoke...sickening

whr hv my self discipline gone to? haiz...even right now while im typing tis, both my angel n devil r toking to me...

Angel: Good girl, i noe u can do it. keep it up!
Devil: Haha...wtf? y do u hv to make urself suffer? jus giv in n hv a puff. u dun hv to stop urself, jus do watever u feel like doing!

fuck...i shd jus go to slp NOW...

p.s. G, cya in Japan soon...^^

He said...

"If something is beautiful it is good, but if something is good it will always be beautiful."

Only Human

4th July

誕生日おめでとう, GACKT さん!

He said...

"'It's my desire to die on STAGE'
I didn't understand the meaning of those words back then, but I do now.
When I die, it will be on STAGE!!!"

"It's precisely because we're people that we have the power to change our own FATE. So let's all change together."

"My feelings for FAMILY will never be beaten by anyone. I love everyone."

"Love is something you give, romance is something you SEEK. Is my love getting through to you?"

"In romance or friendship, what's important is how much you LOVE the other person"

"My FANS follow me believing not just in my music, but my way of thinking and living too. Everyone who says "That's why he's GACKT" are my precious family"

不同

我开始感觉到别人看我的那种奇怪的眼光。 难道想法，看法，思想，喜欢的，要的， 做的与别人不同就是奇怪，不对，不能，不正常吗？

为什么？ 为什么人要这样看别人呢？ 为什么人的思想是这么的狭小？ 只要你不是在他们的思想范围以内就会被视为怪。 是这样子吗？

我不是故意要脱离正常人的世界。 只是， 人， 不是应该选择做自己喜欢做的吗？ 应为， 只有自己才能对自己最好。 所以我选择了我想要做的事。

可能到最后我到不了我的目的地， 也许三，五，十年后， 当我回想起现在， 我也会笑自己傻。 但，现在的我就只想要这样做。 现在的我只想。。。




p.s. 双鱼座的我， 喜欢跟着感觉走。 无法计划将来， 也不懂要怎样计划将来。 这样的我，你会接受吗？



p.s. 我真的疯了吗？

He said...

届カナイ愛ト知ッテイタノニ 抑エキレズニ愛シ続ケタ…

He said...

"If you can imagine doing it, you can do it."

he'll always be my motivation ^^

周杰伦 - 说了再见

天凉了 雨下了 你走了
清楚了 我爱的 遗失了
落叶飘在湖面上睡着了
想要放 放不掉 泪在飘
你看看 你看看 不到
我假装过去不重要 却发现自己办不到
说了再见 才发现再也见不到
我不能就这样失去你的微笑
口红待在桌脚 而你我找不到
若角色对调 你说好不好
说了再见 才发现再也见不到
能不能就这样忍着痛泪不掉
说好陪我到老 永恒往哪里找
再次拥抱 一分一秒都好
天凉了 雨下了 你走了
清楚了 我爱的 遗失了
落叶飘在湖面上睡着了
想要放 放不掉 泪在飘
你看看 你看看 不到
我假装过去不重要 却发现自己办不到
说了再见 才发现再也见不到
我不能就这样失去你的微笑
口红待在桌脚 而你我找不到
若角色对调 你说好不好
你的笑 你的好 脑海里 一直在绕
我的手 忘不了 你手的温度
心碎了一地 捡不回 从前的心跳
身陷过去 我无力逃跑
说再见 才发现再也见不到
能不能就这样忍着痛泪不掉
说好陪我到老 永恒往哪里找
再次拥抱 一分一秒都好

He said...

"It's not that I like men sexually, just that I can admit when they are beautiful. But sexually I need a woman."

and,

"Tears aren't a girl's weapon. It's her smile."

Summer Days with COO

Watched 'Summer Days with COO' on Saturday. Its a Japanese anime and its vry touching. I cried in the end...
its a story abt a kappa(河童) and a boy, Koichi. Koichi found a fossil by chance "resurrected" it and named it COO. from thr, their friendship developed and things happened...although COO left in the end, he promised they will meet again.

its one of the best anime i hv watched. think they got quite a few awards too!

why...

why...

why does monday comes b4 tuesday?

why is thr day and night?

why is thr seperation?

why does ppl fall in love?

why is thr beautiful ppl?

why is thr ugly ppl?

why is thr hope when they dun come true?

why is thr dreams when they r impossible to reach?

why am i born?

why am i alive?

why...

randomness

tired...

tiredness...

hmm...

haha...

Courage

3rd day of not smoking...

Life is hard...

smsed hon coz its his birthday today, but his no. is no longer in use! haiz...wasted 30 cents... lol

one more day of work...friday is holiday! finally...

but, monday will come again...

if i m not a normal, coward human being, i will b like her...quit my job, pack my bags, buy an air ticket n fly to _____. den i can b nearer to him...i might even hv a chance to meet him...

hmm...ya i should jus do tat...勇敢一些吧！

Smoking

im trying to quit smoking now...

started ytd but at the end, i had a cig b4 i went to bed...

im weak...

reasons y i quit: coz of him (yes, him again, he's my only motivation nowadays)...found out he quit smoking a few years back...i wanna b like him...i will start to exercise oso...

(i must do it!)

Tuesday...

Woke up this morning and don't feel like working. Message them I'm taking 1/2 day morning...

Slept till ten o'clock...still don't feel like going to work but can't. Meeting someone for lunch...haiz...

Going to office now is a chore for me, don't like my superior, don't like my job, don't like my pay...I think it's just me...i hate being alive...

My only motivation now is him...

Believe

I have fallen in love with someone who will never fall in love with me...
I probably will never even have a chance to meet him...
And he will never know there's a person like me existing in this world...
The physical distance between us is 3303 miles...

He is a megastar...
He has alot of fans all over the world...
To him, I'm just another fan...
To him, I'm just another human being...

He has been in the entertainment for more than 15 years, but I just found out about him 3 weeks ago. Kinda slow I know...I was actually surfing around for another artist and I happen to see his name tag with him quite often. I was like "who the hell is he? Ok, I'll just take a look."

When I first saw him, he was just another pretty boy to me. Then I tried listening to his songs. "Hmm...quite nice actually." Tried another song. "Oh, he really can sing." And without knowing I started to search for his songs, news, profile, etc...I'm dead...

Friends says that I'm crazy...am I?
Shouldn't we choose who we wanna love?
Shouldn't we choose who we really love?
I think...we should...

Although this love most probably will never come true...i still pray for it to happen...cause, I wanna believe in love...