It's been a long time...

It's been such a long time since I logged into this place.
Partly coz I have nothing to update...
And then I was lazy to update...

But the main reason is I'm bz with GACKT (stuff) hahaha...
My G collection has increased yet again and I need to get another new cupboard...
Time to go IKEA again~~ maybe this week end, since somebody rejected my offer (my body, AHAHAHAHA)

Talking about that, when is the last time I had sex??? Hmmm...
It's more then 3 years ago...
This is scary!

O_O!

I need it badly!!!!!!
But I didn't want to just do it with anybody...

Sigh...

Recently, while chatting with a friend, we talked about G and my fantasies.
And I asked him,"Can you accept that u will never be the most important, most love person in ur gf's heart? U can only be 2nd the most."
He say he's cool about it...

O_O!

And I asked, "So, if I am ur gf and I tell u that I am going to sleep with G. Will u accept it?"
He said "Can."

O_O!! スゲ!!

And I asked "What if I got pregnant with G's baby, can u still accept it?"
He said "Y not? And I will love him as my own child."

OMG!!! This is the kind of man that I can be with!
But it's too bad it's so not gonna happen between us. No way...

 絶対無理です！
全然だめです！！
うわ。。。怖いです！！！

私はGにエッチ物事したい~~