Summer Days with COO

Watched 'Summer Days with COO' on Saturday. Its a Japanese anime and its vry touching. I cried in the end...
its a story abt a kappa(河童) and a boy, Koichi. Koichi found a fossil by chance "resurrected" it and named it COO. from thr, their friendship developed and things happened...although COO left in the end, he promised they will meet again.

its one of the best anime i hv watched. think they got quite a few awards too!

why...

why...

why does monday comes b4 tuesday?

why is thr day and night?

why is thr seperation?

why does ppl fall in love?

why is thr beautiful ppl?

why is thr ugly ppl?

why is thr hope when they dun come true?

why is thr dreams when they r impossible to reach?

why am i born?

why am i alive?

why...

randomness

tired...

tiredness...

hmm...

haha...

Courage

3rd day of not smoking...

Life is hard...

smsed hon coz its his birthday today, but his no. is no longer in use! haiz...wasted 30 cents... lol

one more day of work...friday is holiday! finally...

but, monday will come again...

if i m not a normal, coward human being, i will b like her...quit my job, pack my bags, buy an air ticket n fly to _____. den i can b nearer to him...i might even hv a chance to meet him...

hmm...ya i should jus do tat...勇敢一些吧！

Smoking

im trying to quit smoking now...

started ytd but at the end, i had a cig b4 i went to bed...

im weak...

reasons y i quit: coz of him (yes, him again, he's my only motivation nowadays)...found out he quit smoking a few years back...i wanna b like him...i will start to exercise oso...

(i must do it!)

Tuesday...

Woke up this morning and don't feel like working. Message them I'm taking 1/2 day morning...

Slept till ten o'clock...still don't feel like going to work but can't. Meeting someone for lunch...haiz...

Going to office now is a chore for me, don't like my superior, don't like my job, don't like my pay...I think it's just me...i hate being alive...

My only motivation now is him...

Believe

I have fallen in love with someone who will never fall in love with me...
I probably will never even have a chance to meet him...
And he will never know there's a person like me existing in this world...
The physical distance between us is 3303 miles...

He is a megastar...
He has alot of fans all over the world...
To him, I'm just another fan...
To him, I'm just another human being...

He has been in the entertainment for more than 15 years, but I just found out about him 3 weeks ago. Kinda slow I know...I was actually surfing around for another artist and I happen to see his name tag with him quite often. I was like "who the hell is he? Ok, I'll just take a look."

When I first saw him, he was just another pretty boy to me. Then I tried listening to his songs. "Hmm...quite nice actually." Tried another song. "Oh, he really can sing." And without knowing I started to search for his songs, news, profile, etc...I'm dead...

Friends says that I'm crazy...am I?
Shouldn't we choose who we wanna love?
Shouldn't we choose who we really love?
I think...we should...

Although this love most probably will never come true...i still pray for it to happen...cause, I wanna believe in love...