Few hours before flying off...

really wish i dun hv to come bac after i leave here...not tat i dun love my family...i love them, but...

i feel tat i dun hv a life here. it doesnt mean i will hv 1 if i leave here but staying here really feels shitty...haiz...conclusion is i dunno wat i wan in life...

there r times i really feel tat dying now will settle everything (not now thou...i m flying off soon lol)

*day dreaming again* ~~~ will i see u?

じゃ、またね！
(ja, mata ne!)

Akane Sora ni Negau

The sun shines on your figure
And I quietly wish the burning heavens would stop time
You go forth with heavy shoulders
And I quietly wish to follow you on your dangerous path
Clouds flying far away
Exist only for this moment
I quietly wish to be by your side
For the very sun dyeing my heart is eternal
I believe only in our bond
I may feel like I am going to be overtaken by tears
As I look up into the heavens in the silent darkness
No matter what my fate holds, I have no regrets
As long as I'm with my love as I dream of the day my darling holds me close
The pale, pale sky disappears
Even if the seasons are painted anew
I will be here
I will embrace the love blooming in my heart forever
Even if this life ends
When the sky turns to dusk
The birds will fly through mountains to return home
No matter when
I will be the place for you to return to...

Until the end of eternity